I understand now how it is easier to do this challenge as a single person alone. I find when I’m with people I know, I slide right back into the way I have always been with those people. If I have been negative with these people, I again am negative. If I have been positive, I continue to be positive. It’s much harder to change habits when dealing with familiar people. However, the awareness was much higher. Meaning, I realized how negative I am around some people. And how much I didn’t want to make the effort to change it.
But in the last three weeks, many manifestations have happened, and some of them are “normal” manifestations. However, should they be discounted? They still are manifestations. Such as wanting all the renter’s junk off the property and them continually saying they are coming to clean it up–and then not showing up–nearly every day. Finally, I paid someone to take it all away. That is a manifestation, even though I “made it happen”. And, that I lost quite a bit of money on the renter deal, as they didn’t live up to their financial obligation. But, I just took the loss and moved on. I wanted peace inside, and I kept my own peace. Besides, I’m making more money now, so it’s all good. This renter problem tested this vortex challenge. I had to re-direct and use the techniques quite often on this issue. As of today, it’s completed, loss and all, but completed. Phew.
Tomorrow I get goats. Another manifestation to help me mow the yard and fields.